I truly feel like the sugary part about depression and then also having ADHD is you have all the want like be productive and do all these things and get them done and it literally feels like the whole world is like imploding on you.

I truly feel like the sugary part about depression and then also having ADHD is you have all the want like be productive and do all these things and get them done and it literally feels like the whole world is like imploding on you. through it. If you've been wondering where's Teresa been, this is where she's been. I've been in my fucking head. anxious. I got my mood stabilizer shot three days ago and I have literally just been going through it. I have an amazing trip coming up this weekend to go celebrate my girlfriend Lela and her gender reveal and it's just like this is all like worst timing. 1:00 p.m. and I'm just getting out of bed, y'all. That is not like me. I feel like I have no power at all. And I'm trying to push through and I'm trying to be that positive person and it's like I haven't been streaming. I haven't been going live. Have a YouTube video that's just sitting there. Like Teresa, there's like worse things happening in the I don't know how to explain it. It's just like I want to get these things done. I want to be productive. I want to do these things and I literally just I literally. I woke up and Junior was awake and I went to his room and he gave me a hug. He has no idea how much I needed that. I don't know. I don't want anybody to feel along. Like the simplest things feel like the hardest, like taking a shower and getting dressed. and doing my makeup and doing my hair, what I used to do is I used to do a scroll and that used to like make me feel better. But it's just like when you're in a state like this and then you see everybody being productive and like building their business and all these things on social media, it makes you feel so much worse because you feel so far behind. And it's just like you can see here and you can think about, oh, where my life was and where my life is and how much I have now that I prayed for before. and you can have that realization and keep trying to remind yourself that. But then like I don't know. This is like it's okay to not be okay. But have y'all ever felt like, okay, well I'm tired of not being okay. Okay, at least I did my hair today. Hey, where's Teresa? Where's Teresa been? Teresa's just been going through it. We're just going to push through.