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AND AND HE WAS AND HE WAS MY BEST, BEST FRIEND AND. AND LIKE, WHEN HE FIRST I JUST REMEMBER SCREAMING, I DON'T WANNA LIVE IN A WORLD WHERE HE DOESN'T EXIST. SO SO I'VE UNFORTUNATELY HAD TO. BUT HE BUT HE SEEMS SO ALIVE IN MY HEAD STILL. IT WAS IT WAS SUCH A BIG, BIG PERSONALITY. AND HE JUST. LIKE NO MATTER HOW. NO MATTER WHAT. LIKE, I NEVER THOUGHT THAT ANYTHING ANYTHING COULD TAKE HIM HIM DOWN OR TAKE HIM DOWN OR TAKE HIM AWAY. HE WAS SO GOOD TOO. AND IT MAKES YOU. IT'S SO ANGRY TO SEE THAT THERE ARE BAD PEOPLE THRIVING IN THIS WORLD, AND THEN AND THEN ONE SO GOOD, THAT'S JUST TAKEN FROM FROM YOU? WHY? IT'S NOT FAIR. SO THAT'S SO THAT'S SOMETHING I. I JUST. I DON'T THINK I'LL EVER, I'LL NEVER GET OVER IT. IT'LL JUST EVOLVE. LUCKILY, HE WAS AN AMAZING ARTIST. AND I'M. I HIS PAINT, SOME OF HIS PAINTINGS. AND THAT KEEPS PART OF HIM ALIVE FOR ME. HE LEFT THAT BEHIND. BEAUTIFUL THINGS BEHIND. BUT. AND I FEEL HIM WITH ME. I KNOW THAT HE'S. HE'S PROTECTING ME FROM WHERE HE IS AND WAS NEEDED ELSEWHERE. BUT I WISH THEY WOULD SEND HIM BACK TO ME. REST IN PARADISE HAYDEN PANETTIERE 1989 - 2026