The guilt she carried for years..

Do you believe in psychics? I don't know. I want to uh. It's always fascinated me. What about those ones that talk to the dead? That I need. That I really, really. I'm actually a medium and psychic. You are? Yes. A feel for me? Anything? All right. He's showing me, um, the letter B and he's also showing me the letter Z. My husband? Your husband. Ben Z. Zanwell is. Oh wow. Okay, Benjamin Zanwell. Okay. And I see with him, he's telling me that he, he struggled a. He had a lot of inner demons. He did, um, depression. There's a lot of problems that he struggled with. He was my first true love. I always said we put the fun in dysfunction. And we did. We couldn't live without each other. I'm feeling like I have to bring through drugs. Struggling with addiction. Yeah, he fought it. He didn't want to be a drug addict, but his addiction was crazy. He's showing me he got sober before he passed over, right? Uh huh. He did die abruptly. Yes. Okay. Sudden death. But I see with passing seems very unusual. I keep getting like chest pains the night he died. He was just out of it. He was profusely sweating. I thought he was back on drugs. And he told me, but I didn't believe him immediately. I flipped out thinking he was lying on drugs. We were kind of vicious to each other. I said horrible, horrible things, but I didn't mean any of them. And never woke up. And I found him. The autopsy showed me that he had no drugs in his system. He was sick and I didn't know it and I thought he was on drugs. I have so much guilt and I didn't. I didn't get to tell him I'm sorry. Does he forgive me? Yes, he's telling me he's left that behind. He's not mad at you. He sees it as we were really soulmates and it's okay for you to move forward. One. I'd see your smile. Thomas John Inc. Mediumthomas.com Virtual Call by Zoom | June 21st, 2026 @ 8:00pm - 9:00pm ET (60 mins) $1,600.00 ADD TO CART Like this video? Send a gift here