My brain is falling out of my head

📺 One minute of your time please 🥹. If you fancy my work please leave a kind note below or maybe a dancing GIF. The pressure gets so bad in my head I feel like I’m going to stroke out. It literally wheezes out my nose and ears with my pulse. My eyes feel like they are going to pop out and my brain feels like it’s going to squeeze out of my ears. I lose my hearing, my ears get wet ( almost positive intermittent CSF leaks ) and my vision gets super blurry, double vision and where I can see but I can’t see. I cant explain it. It’s like my brain can’t process or input the information. It affects my ability to control my body temperature so I was freezing and shivering when it was 105 outside. Last night on top of this I couldn’t even swallow dinner and I was terrified I was going to choke. It’s not a game, it’s very scary and yes I’m fighting to stay a full time artist but I’m also fighting to be able to keep a roof over my head, reduce stress and afford the care I need and I think I deserve. Some people may think I’m begging. I’m not. What happens, happens, no one owes me anything but if you like my work and want to keep it around then I hope this reaches you. I think my work is worth keeping around and I think it’s worth enough for me to get out of this whole that is consuming my life. I’m not in debt because I went to the Caribbean ( I wish ) I’m in debt because my body wasn’t made right in so many ways and living with chronic illness is and can be literally a whole other mortgage. I think asking for help is the most courageous thing people can do. Asking for help doesn’t meant people owe me anything but if you don’t ask then you never know. It’s also kinda like the underdog story I suppose. I hope one day you get to see me win, and when I do you get to see the others that I hope to help as well. 🫶🏼 #artist #gofundme #artpatron #chronicillnesswarrior