OH, TAYLOR. IT'S GIVING DESPERATE.

What? Teddy and I, we've been in LA to get Stassi with Tay. this podcast off the ground. But now Netflix is gonna have the video portion of the podcast, like, streaming? I cannot miss this. But, like, I also can't miss the birth of my child. the birth of my child. Stassi is not my boss, but Stassi is kind of my boss. And she is literally paying me a paycheck. If she says, we need to get the podcast up by this date in January, and Netflix is on my ass-- also, I feel like Netflix is breathing down her neck to release at a certain time. This is where mine and Teddy's love is ruined forever. Because I am staying. Because this is my career and I need to give it my all. And I need to show everybody involved that I take this seriously, that this is important to me. I am happy that we are where we are. This is the right timing for us. But this is exactly why I said, maybe we should wait to start trying until after we finally get the [bleep] green light for the show. I remember talking about the concept of House of Stassi four years ago with Stassi and Beau sitting around their island in their kitchen. The way I have been a part of this every step of the way? So the idea of missing out on any bit of this process, it's just like-- it's a flat-out no. I waited for 3 1/2 years. And I get it. But, like, this is [bleep] exactly why I was trying to hold out. this is [bleep] exactly why I was trying to hold out. Children, child, whatever, equals money to me. I'm our literal financial safety net. I CAN'T. My dad grew up poor.