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hi my name is Lauren and apparently I have an inability to clean my house until it gets to this state. For heaven's sake woman get your life together and in the wise words of our modern day philosopher Taylor Swift in my defense I have none. There's literally no excuse for this. We are working on doing a little makeover in baby girl's room so that is taking a lot of our energy. But I knew it was going to overwhelm me all day tomorrow on Sunday so I was like okay let's get this done on Saturday and then I can just relax on Sunday. I don't really have much to do and then my husband goes back to work on Monday so I would make sure that the house is clean and ready for the week. Yeah. But I don't really know what's wrong with my brain because a small task like a small thing to clean up like three or four dishes is overwhelming to me then this entire. I need the instant gratification of going from a really messy place to a really clean place. Otherwise doing what is away down. Really terrible habit to kick myself out of because this was embarrassing. But we are in the final stretch of summer. The kids are going back to school soon and my naive hope is that once they're back in school and we have a good routine that the house will be a little bit cleaner. Because yes, I'm not a super clean, tidy person in the first place. But I am also just to the point of summer where I give up and I am over it. Regardless, look how clean the house is now. It was such a nice and peaceful 15 minutes before the kids destroyed it again. But anyway, if you made it all the way through, you know I love and appreciate you so freaking much and leave me any food emoji. I'm not a super clean, tidy person in the first place. But I am also just to the point of summer where I give up and I am over it. Regardless, look how clean the house is now. It was such a nice and peaceful 15 minutes before the kids destroyed it again. But anyway, if you made it all the way through, you know I love and appreciate you so freaking much and leave me any food emoji.