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I'm so nervous. You don't have to laugh. I'm so nervous. You said I'm really insecure about everything. I never think I'm worthy of anything. I have a sick feeling of being mocked all the time. I have a lot of self-loathing. When I got the call that I've been offered this spot to host, I didn't really want to do it because I'm so terrified of being frozen when I have to speak in front of large crowds of people. But obviously, you don't say no to something like that because it's an unbelievable opportunity. So I did it and I went, I'll never watch my episode ever again. I can't. That gives me panic attack thinking about it right now. Do not look in the mirror and not think you're beautiful. Don't even. No, I'm so painfully insecure. Like I'm on the verge of vomiting right now. I'm so horrified that I'm here and embarrassed. I'm so scared.