PERIOD SENT ME TO THE ER

Come with me to the emergency room because my period is so bad. I think I'm having a medical emergency. Called my gynecologist this morning and they didn't take it seriously, they can't get me in, so now I'm going to the emergency room. It is day five or six and I've been bleeding through like an ultra-sized tampon every 30 minutes, bleeding through a pad. I wear diapers at night and I've been bleeding through those. Lightheaded and dizzy and it's just not normal for me. Time to find out if I'm pregnant. But actually if I was pregnant at this point with everything I've gone through, I definitely would not be anymore. So let's find out. Time to get an ultrasound, yay. We're doing the one on top and inside. The questions that she was asking me during the ultrasound were like not good things. So now I'm getting freaking out. Been here for four hours, so of course we're going to eat dinner here. Finally walking back. So basically I have a fibroid growing in my muscle and there's absolutely nothing they can do about it. And it causes extreme painful bleeding that is very, very heavy and I might not be able to have children. But there's nothing they can do, so this is just my life now.