BASICALLY IT IS EASY FOR ME TO RUN AWAY FROM GOD AND SHY AWAY FROM HIM IS BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE A PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM

@justada97

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The creator's vulnerability and honest exploration of complex spiritual questions, framed through relatable personal experiences and biblical references, likely resonated with viewers seeking similar understanding and connection.

Summary

The creator reflects on their personal relationship with God, realizing that their tendency to shy away from faith stems from a lack of active engagement. They question the fairness of divine actions and the nature of suffering, drawing parallels to biblical stories like Job and Paul's conversion. Ultimately, they conclude that a deeper, personal connection with God would lead to facing challenges rather than running from them.

Structure

1Introduction of the struggle with faith and personal relationship with God.
2Questioning divine fairness and the nature of suffering through biblical examples.
3Realization of personal responsibility in building a relationship with God.
4Reflection on the impact of personal faith on facing life's challenges.
5Concluding thoughts on the importance of a personal relationship with God.

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BASICALLY IT IS EASY FOR ME TO RUN AWAY FROM GOD AND SHY AWAY FROM HIM IS BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE A PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM ABOUT THIS DECONSTRUCTING CHRISTIANITY AND THE FACT THAT I'M CONFUSED I WAS JUST ASKING I WAS LIKE IS IT ALL ABOUT BELIEVE BELIEVE IN THAT IS GOD BEING UNFAIR REALLY PUNISH AND PAUL LIKE THAT HE JUST MADE HIM GO HE CHANGED HIS NAME FROM SAUL TO PAUL THOSE ARE THE KIND WAS ASKING LIKE WHY DID GOD ALLOW THIS EVIL TO HAPPEN SHE JUST ANSWERED SHE ANSWERED SOME OF THE QUESTIONS BUT ONE THING THAT REALLY STUCK WITH ME YOU ARE NO LONGER LONGER 10 WHEN LAST DID YOU ACTIVELY WANT A RELATIONSHIP WHEN LAST DID YOU ACTIVELY BUILD A RELATIONSHIP DO YOU HAVE A PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD LIKE THE LAST TIME I ACTIVELY I ACTIVELY WANTED TO THE LAST TIME I ACTUALLY ACTIVELY WORKED TOWARDS IT THE LAST TIME I PROPERLY THOUGH BIBLE LIKE A LIKE CAUSE I READ THE BIBLE FROM BEGINNING TO END WAS IN JSS 3 LIKE A SIMPLE STORY BOOK JUST REALIZED AND WITH WHAT SHE THAT YEAH THAT THE REASON WHY ME IS FOR HAPPEN TO ME I DO IS TO SHY AWAY FROM GOD AND MY BELIEF STARTS WANING TO AND TO RUN A PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM WAS READING THE BOOK OF JOB WHEN THE DEVIL CAME IT'S BECAUSE JOB HAS EVERYTHING GOOD WORSHIPS YOU AND HE STILL YOU KNOW LOVES YOU IF YOU TAKE EVERYTHING HE WILL CURSE YOU AND THEN TOWARDS THE WHEN UM AND IT SEEMS IT JOB WAS JUST TIRED HE LOOKED AT GOD WHY DID YOU DO I JUST REALIZED THAT SAME FOR ME BECAUSE WHEN THIS WHEN THE WHEN WHATEVER WHEN THE WHEN WHATEVER HAPPENED TO ME I I WAS LIKE GOD WHY WOULD YOU LET THAT WAS THE ONLY FROM GOD THESE QUESTIONS ARE COMING AND I'M RUNNING AWAY FROM GOD AND THERE IS DISBELIEF SETTING IN AND MY BELIEF IN AND THAT WAS BECAUSE PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD I GREW UP AROUND CHRISTIANS THEY ARE CHRISTIANS EVERY TO SUNDAY SCHOOL EVERY TIME WE ARE BUT I DIDN'T HAVE A PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM I KNEW THAT HE DIE ON THE CROSS OF CALVARY FOR OUR SINS HAVE A PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD THAT'S WHY I CANNOT LOVE GOD BUT WHEN SHE SAID THAT I REALIZED THAT YES IT'S TRUE LIKE WHEN LAST DID I ACTUALLY TO HAVE A PERSONAL WHEN LAST DID I AND CALL ON THE AND TELL THE HOLY COME AND GIVE ME THE BIBLE OPEN THE BIBLE AND READ IT WITH THE TO GET THESE ANSWERS THING THAT SHE SAID THAT REALLY RESONATED WITH ME SHE SAID SOMETHING ABOUT UM JESUS CHRIST UM UM SUFFERING AND THE FACT WE WILL SUFFER AS CHRISTIANS AND I DON'T OF COURSE KNOW THAT BECAUSE THOUGH MY QUESTION WAS WHY SHOULD I LIKE IS SUFFERING NOT ENOUGH BUT THAT'S BY THE WAY AND I ALSO BECAUSE THERE WAS SOMETHING SHE SAID THAT UM SEE THESE VIDEOS AND THESE QUESTIONS AND THESE QUESTIONS WILL BECOME THEIR OWN A MIND OF THEIR OWN TRUE THAT IS YEAH BUT I JUST REALIZED I'M A CREATOR THAT HAS OVER 600 K FOLLOWERS AND PUTTING OUT THESE VIDEOS BE MISLEADING BE MISLEADING BUT PEOPLE WILL DEFINITELY BECAUSE I'M PUTTING NOT TO CONVINCE ANYBODY NOT TO BECOME CHRISTIANS THOSE CHRISTIANS OUT THERE THAT ARE CLOSE TO GOD THESE QUESTIONS THAT ARE BOTHERING ME TO ASK THEM DO YOU GET THAT THAT IT'S IT'S IT'S REALLY IS MISLEADING SO FOR NOW I'M OUT THESE VIDEOS BUT I JUST WANTED TO SAY TO BECAUSE I HAD SOME OF AND LIKE ANSWERING SOME OF THE QUESTIONS AND IT WAS REALLY NICE THANK YOU GUYS GOING TO STOP PUTTING BUT PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD IS JUST BASICALLY IT BUT I FEEL LIKE IF I HAD A PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD THINGS HAPPEN TO ME HIM INSTEAD OF RUNNING AWAY FROM HIM

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Transcript

I made a video about this I made a video about this deconstructing Christianity and the fact that I'm confused. I was just asking, I was like, is it all about belief? Believe in? That is God being unfair? Really punish and Paul like that? He just made him go. He changed his name from Saul to Paul. Those are the kind. I was asking, like, why did God allow this evil to happen? She just answered. She answered some of the questions. But one thing that really stuck with me was, you are no longer longer 10. When last did you actively want a relationship? When last did you actively build a relationship? Do you have a personal relationship with God? Like the last time I actively, I actively wanted to. The last time I actually actively worked towards it. The last time I properly though, Bible, like a like, cause I read the Bible from beginning to end. Was in JSS 3, like a simple storybook. I just realized and with what she said, that yeah, that the reason why me is for, happen to me. I do is to shy away from God and my belief starts waning. To and to run. A personal relationship with him. I was reading the book of Job. When the devil came, it's because Job has everything good. Worships you and he still, you know, loves you. If you take everything, he will curse you. And then towards the, when, um, and it seems it, Job was just tired. He looked at God and was like, God, why did you do this? I just realized that, same for me. Because when this thing happens, when the, when, whatever, when the, when whatever happened to me, happened to me. I was like, God, why would you let that was the only, from God. These questions are coming and I'm running away from God. And there is disbelief setting in. And my belief in, and that was because personal relationship with God. I grew up around Christians. They are Christians. Every, to Sunday school. Every time we are, but I didn't have a personal relationship with him. I knew that he died on the cross of Calvary for our sins. Have a personal relationship with God. That's why I cannot love God. But when she said that, I realized that yes, it's true. Like, when last did I actually to have a personal, when last did I and call on the and tell the Holy, come and give me the Bible. Open the Bible and read it with the to get these answers. Thing that she said, that really resonated with me. She said something about, um, Jesus Christ, um, um, suffering and the fact we will suffer as Christians. And I don't, of course, know that because even long suffering too. Though my question was, why should I like, is suffering not enough? But that's by the way. And I also, because there was something she said that, um, see these videos and these questions. And these questions will become their own, a mind of their own. True, that is, yeah. But I just realized, I'm a creator that has over 600k followers. And putting out these videos, be misleading. Be misleading. But people will definitely, because I'm putting, not to convince anybody, not to become Christians. But to ask those Christians out there that are close to God, these questions that are bothering me, to ask them. Do you get that? That it's, it's, it's really is misleading. So for now, I'm out these videos. But I just wanted to say to, because I had some of and like, answering some of the questions. And it was really nice. Thank you, guys. Going to stop putting. But personal relationship with God is just basically it. But I feel like if I had a personal relationship with God, things happen to me. Him instead of running. Him instead of running away from him.