SOMETIMES THE WIDOWHOOD HURTS MORE THAN

Sometimes the widowhood hurts more than others and today I'm sick with a and so it has hurt a lot. Hello. It's bedtime, snack time. Day. I have a snack and tell you about my day because to do it with my husband, heaven, and, um, that so much. But I'm not having a snack. I had a stomach virus, so I'm just sipping on a Sprite today and started back eating. But I just so much today. Y'all just could hear. Hear his footsteps in my house all day long. Coming in room, coming in the D N, can he get you anything red? Anything red? And imma tell y'all I could have told my husband would like to that was a two hour drive bat an eye. He would go me. He was just that kind of a person. Was working, he would be coming home or calling or he would be, um. I would not be forgotten. And so I've. I've missed him especially hard today. My kids have of me. Um, I've got a kitchen full of Sprite, Gatorades, soup, and. Which I didn't want them to but it just brought to memory. Uh, it brought to my mind. Um. The night before he went to the hospital for the last time, he had had a procedure that and so I was sleeping in in another room that night. Lot. I did we didn't. I didn't always sleep. He didn't see well, so he very lit up, even at night. Sometimes I could handle that with mask, and sometimes I just couldn't. And he also liked the room very warm, and sometimes I could handle that, couldn't. And so on this particular night, I was sleeping across the hall. So that that morning, about 6:30 or 6:45, I woke up from him that said, Could you please Sprite? I've been throwing and I'm just too weak to to go downstairs to get me something to drink. And that when and that when I look back of course, it just breaks my because that's how considerate he was, that he was gonna let me sleep even though he was throwing up. And it's, um, Sprite or water. He wasn't gonna gonna let me sleep till the sun came up. That again, it's just the he was. And now, you better believe, me up, throwing up, I've been hollering out, Pad, pad! Or I've been texting or calling or I. I would. Yeah, but, so this is a day. It's date or it's. It's nothing out of the ordinary but it sure is a day that has got touched me all day long. Comment below. Do you have a day or do you have something a time like that that you just, um, think about it, and it just. Just hits you, breath away the whole, whole day. So here's the thing, I was here tonight, and we were having our snack time in in our, our conversation about our day. I would want him to know how to know how much I appreciated him. And, um, just the little things like that. Just asking me a million times a day if I needed something something when I was sick. So, you know, don't forget to be appreciative. Don't. Don't take anybody or anything for granted. Don't forget to that means so much to me. The time comes that you can't say that. Comment below. Read if you have a situation or something that happened, and, um, I'll talk to I hope you don't get this stomach bug.