When I say my heart is GOING THROUGH IT… I mean GOING THROUGH IT😭🥺

When I say my heart is GOING THROUGH IT… I mean GOING THROUGH IT😭🥺 Thursday at 6AM… I’m trying not to think about it too much because if I do, I’m REALLY gonna lose it🤧 Please keep my girl in your prayers. Mama also could use them🙏🏼 #realisticmomlife #momtok #update #toddlermom #fyp I just got the phone call. Not that this isn't already hurting enough for me. I'm only allowed to have one other adult with me at Safely's surgery. It was supposed to be me, my husband, and my mom, and then obviously Safely. And now, I have to pick. Between my mom and my husband. That's his daughter. I feel like he should be there. My mom is going, staying back, taking care of our son. And then I'm just like, I feel like I need you, and I need my mom. It's so much. This sucks. This is a very hard decision. As much as I want my husband there. I don't think I'm gonna be able to do this without my mom. I'm sure her surgery is not long after that. I don't know. I'll keep you guys updated if anything changes. I'll call you guys back soon. Love you bye. So I did get Safely surgery time. We have to be there at 6 o'clock in the morning. Safely can only have clear liquids after midnight. And then after 5 o'clock, she can't have anything. We have to be there at 6. I'm sure her surgery is not long after that. I don't know. I'll keep you guys updated if anything changes. I'll call you guys back soon. Love you bye.