My last day in healthcare

My last shift at my job and my only goal is to go through it without crying in front of my coworkers. 5:56: Morning just like, just doing my. It was quickly hitting me that, 6:00: after today, be my own. Four years of living the exact same day, 6:08: week and now, 6:17: just like that. Last time I'll on my polo. 6:18: It's also the. 6:25: Kiss my wife before leaving for the next 12. And the last, 6:29: commute again. 6:45: But bro, I had no idea what would. 6:50: At the clinic. 6:56: Goal was about. Whole lot harder. Because when I, 6:57: favorite coworker. 6:58: Hand wrote me an entire goodbye. 7:00: Got clocked in. Another coworker gave. 7:02: Me a letter. By the entire. With a huge. Favorite snacks. Bro, they really. They even got Strawberry & Cream. Feeling super emotional, but I can't. 7:30: Already. Save both of for my lunch. My final shift itself was way expected. 7:32: My patients. Impact I've had was just tearing me apart. Excited for the. 10:45: Me apart. 12:06: Yet I'm heartbroken. Tough. It to lunch. Those letters. 12:20: 12,068. 12,000 steps first. Enjoying some steam. And then finally. 12:45: Get some food. It's just a. Oats. So good being this deep into. 12:50: Prep bro. All right, all right. Enough stalling, let's read the letter. 12:51: And it it hit me like. In crying on. So I quickly. You're leaving? Well, guess there's just one last parting, sentimental, tearjerker to say-- But yeah, that's. My goal. PM. Is to not. Of their faces. 1:44: To say goodbye at four PM. My final few. Flew by. 3:10: It was time. 4:00: Little button for the last time. Wow, it still. That I don't. Back here. Know when it. 4:02: Last I put. For the final. My friends. 4:05: Hug to the. Best boss I've. He's actually watched every single one. 4:15: Super supportive. This entire transition. Those doors one. Last time. 4:16: Quickly feel my emotions rising. Privacy of my. 4:20: And after a. Silence. I felt completely. Fine, so. 4:42: To hitting legs. Before the grief. To me. Uh, little did. 5:06: My wife actually. Waiting for me. That it was. Probably gonna change. After a very. Light headed leg. My pump. To the place. 6:15: Most of my. Newfound freedom. 6:32: My wife used. My last shift. 6:34: House project. Off for weeks. The front door. Walked inside. She also painted. Me a retirement. I was so. Surprised dude. Best at making. A special day. Feel even more. 6:36: I am so. Grateful for everything. And it really. Spent years working. That I can. Job. Always will be. The people that. Make that job. So hard to leave.