an update for everyone who was wondering 🤍🫶

last week I went to go visit my conservative family for the first time as a trans woman. Everyone was wondering if it went well or if it didn't go well. And I think everybody can kind of assume that it didn't go well. And so I posted the video about going to go see them. Video I want my family in my life to be supported by them. So I'm going to do whatever it takes. Thank you for all sweet messages, messages of concern, care of anything. But a lot of people resonated with what I was going through because they've either gone through it themselves because of queer identity or their relationship with their family members. Um, it didn't land with my family and they saw were deeply offended and deeply hurt thinking, you know, I was intentionally trying to put them in a blast in a way that would cause them harm or that also wasn't respectful or thoughtful of them, thinking family business out very publicly. I still crossed boundary and crossed a line completely. I haven't been able to apologize to them in person. We were going through a lot as a family in general and my presence wasn't helpful. So I removed from the situation, which is jarring, difficult for me at first, but I completely understand, respect deeply apologize for everything that made everyone feels. I don't know what I should do. If I should move back home, I'm looking for jobs, I'm looking for apartments right now so I can stay in the city and maintain that. Or if I just go back home to kind of rectify the situation because I don't want one video to just ruin an entire relationship that means so much to me. So thank you for all the kind messages and I love you. I'm going to try to figure this out.