i gained weight and that's okay... that's something i never thought id say and really mean. It's taken over a year to come to terms with healthy weight gain and loss. i truly 100% feel my best now after taking pressure off of fighting other peoples standards and quitting my attempts to be as small as possible. movement and food are such a huge blessing that i abused and im so grateful im now in a place to fully understand and appreciate these things. i ran and avoided talking about my weight gain because it was so hard for me to accept and admit i viewed it to be such a negative thing. after over a year of recovery and weight gain im proud of where i am now