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birthday vlog 🎂 I don’t remember if I’ve ever felt joy on my birthday. I have some unfortunate, negative memories in past years like break ups and/or too many tears. At this point, l care more about protecting my peace than feeling joy on this day. I hope this year is the beginning of endless peaceful birthdays 😌 super thankful for my dear friends who wanted to celebrate me, even when I was hesitant. I couldn’t have asked for more this year 🤍 btw does anyone else get sad on or around their birthday? or is it just me? #livingalone #nyc #korean #birthdayvlog #ditl