I can

I can I can thank God for a lot of but this one's personal because because there are some things he br that I still don't have words for people people saw me keep going but they but they had no idea what it took for me to keep they they saw me show up they saw me smile they saw me carrying on like everything was fine but they but they didn't see the moments when I looked at my own life and said I have done everything I know how if you don't step in I don't know what happens next and he stepped in and he stepped in not when I had everything figured out not when I had the perfect he stepped in when I had nothing left but trust and somehow and somehow he kept me so so excuse me if my praise gets a little personal because because you're looking at the version of me that made it through you you weren't there when I questioned how I was gonna make it when one when one problem turned into another problem and before and before I could handle that something something else showed up when I when I was trying to encourage while wondering who was gonna encourage me