I should’ve never went on the Dark Web…

So I made a huge fucking mistake this morning going on the Dark Web for the first time ever in my life y'all. I ain't never doing that shit again. I went on there looking for an attachment to one of my toys. Unfortunately in the state of California, this fucking state doesn't allow you to have jack shit bro. So I woke up this morning with nothing to do right, I said fuck it, let me see if I could go on this motherfucker and find what I'm looking for right now. Mind you this entire time I'm under the impression that the Dark Web was like the regular internet right. Now I heard there's some really fucked up shit on there, but you gotta actually go on there and look for it right. No no no, it's not how it works y'all. I'm clicking around, I'm looking for what I need and I start noticing there's ads and links on these different websites that are showing you shit that I promise y'all I was not looking for. I'm gonna I'm not gonna tell you guys exactly what I saw, but dude, put it like this man. I didn't even know that people were capable of doing the shit that I saw to other people. Like I didn't even know that human beings had that much evil inside them bro. To do some of the things that I saw to another person is fucking is absolutely beyond me. But then to record it bro, to record it and put that shit on the internet for other people to watch, that's what fucked me up bro. And at first I actually convinced myself that this shit was fake. It had to be AI, that's what I'm telling myself. That's how bad it was. I had to convince myself it was fake. But then the longer that I thought about it, I don't think it was y'all. And knowing that there's people out there that actually sit down and enjoy watching this kind of shit, it's fucking sickening bro. I immediately closed everything. I generally wish that I could unsee that shit. Take it from me y'all, just don't go on there.