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Watch how grief & child loss completely transformed me 👀 2023 was the year of loss, immeasurable sadness, severe depression….i was a complete and total wreck. Hardest year of my LIFE 💔 2024 the sadness caught up to me physically - I have never looked or felt worse in my entire life. Heaviest I ever been, skin horrific, breaking out in horrible rashes from stress…terrible coping mechanisms 💀 I had to make a change 😩 2025 started coming back to life little by little! Still super sad until the later end of this particular year…but all in all, I significantly started learning how to cope better 🥹 2026 I have FINALLY come back to life - did a complete and total transformation of my life!! And as of right now, I feel like ME and the BEST I have in years 🙏🏼❤️ It’s been a very rough journey guys LOL but this is very real 🤷♀️ I will ALWAYS carry grief, but I have changed the way I carry it - I can now hold it with love, honor & grace instead of letting it destroy me 🥹 I have my moments of sadness, like during major milestones (I’m human) 🤷♀️ but in my day-to-day life, I am beyond emotionally stabilized and thoroughly enjoying my life again 🙏🏼❤️