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it’s always in the smallest things like a migraine, or a morning I don’t feel like taking my meds, or today they were a little harder to take or tomorrow I don’t know if I will notice my hair thinning out again or if yesterday was tough but today was better so now everyone thinks I’m great but it’s hard. it’s always been hard, and always will be hard, but sometimes, I just wish it wouldn’t be. and I’m grateful to be here and to be able to live loudly, but sometimes, I just wonder what I could’ve been if I never got sick #tired #fyp #recovery #chronicillness #transplant