so what's going

so what's going on guys? we are barely surviving. are you sure? surviving we will. are you sure it's we because I read a note of she needs to get her shit together. yeah she does. together. are you sure? yeah she does. I need to get my shit together. that's what he said coming in. I don't know what you mean by I need to get my shit together. I put 95% of my paycheck towards bills. yeah, well I have to work two jobs to make sure that we get through all of it. so I don't even understand that. and you give me 200 bucks for the house and I give $600 of my paycheck. yeah, and to you know what for not talking what we actually it's your fault. my fault because I don't talk even home. because you're never even home. no. cause you're off camping with the boy. yeah, you're camping with the boys. you're going to Pennsylvania for reenactment. you're going camping next week after we get home from Texas. yeah, I am. my high school friends. hey, we're gonna you wanna come with us? sure. your kid has a doctor's appointment. really use your help with. take her to the toddler. is why you though, right? yeah. okay, continue. sorry, get it. all out, girl. up, I'm at cause I'm trying so that we're and we're surviving. did you camp here? no, why the I did shower. he is naturally. I am naturally. it's that Italian in me, unfortunately. no, it is okay. so how often camping away from you guys? he is home maybe for the weekend twice a month. he is rather. you got young. what are you doing? I'm sorry. time so she that makes sense. I don't think you're working two jobs to take. go on your little excursions with the boys constantly. well, it does. but at the that not it. you're going off. out with the you don't have of the kids. care of the last time you never you've never given them a bath. never. he's never taken a bath. yeah. uh well to be I'm still terrified so that's one of the things I get terrified. yeah, cleanliness scares the shit out of me. hmm, what time go to bed? usually midnight. no. wrong again, idiot. 11. what time 11. what time go to bed? 10. no. 7:30. oh, that one that one was further off. how are you you're at least that one. he's on video games. yeah, he comes says hi to the kids. sits butt down. I'm gonna put on video games. War Thunder. yeah. War Thunder. yeah. and like a it's like a can do tanks. airplanes, stuff like contributing to this. why aren't you contributing to this house? there's more to the wife needs a little, you know, help here. and there. I do. I vacuum cause you leave the house. that's not true. not true. I do vacuum. maybe once every maybe once every 2 to 3 done it in how's that my you're the one that broke the vacuum last and you're like, please fix it. okay, I'll go fix it. three days later. can you fix the vacuum? yeah, I'll fix it. three days later. hey, can you fix the vacuum? I'll fix it. it has been six months since broken. and that's because I have the two jobs that what bring it. yeah. one job that the other, another vacuum. I mean, it's it's money that Oh, I know. that we don't have. clean the house. you can get a cheap vacuum. yeah, Facebook Marketplace. Facebook couldn't get yeah. you know, you won't even let me leave the house to go meet up for Facebook Marketplace. that doesn't make any sense. you're hanging out with your boys constantly including on gaming. go outside. well, cause like fuck in that area the Craigslist murders where they're luring people. so like what with Facebook Marketplace, man? program to bring you Courage the Cowardly Dog. he's afraid that the house with we're gonna get stolen and he so you're do I can go and maybe take that's a little weird, dude. hey, you know, she also decides not to go. so that's on her. that's holy her. I will tell her get the hell out of the house and she'll oh no, I don't wanna cause I don't wanna leave the kids with you. you'll get emotional. Kat. you do. the kids. sometimes they do overwhelm me a little bit. don't have kids. what the fuck? hey, maybe if the screens 24 hours a day and doing reenactments, you'd have a little sense of normalcy. and I a child. maybe you need actual interaction with on a consistent basis. to prepare you for what it's like to be with them alone.