TWnDying processn💔

Watching someone you love go through the dying process is one of the most heartbreaking things I’ve ever experienced. I wouldn’t wish this on my worst enemy. It’s brutal. It’s unfair. It’s absolutely fucking insane. I needed to vent. I needed to get this off my chest because I hold so much in. I swallow my emotions more than people realize. I know some people say I seem emotionless or that I dissociate from my situation… and they’re right. Sometimes I do. Because if I let myself feel everything all at once, I break. And today… I’m broken. So if you came here expecting me to hide my pain to make you more comfortable, that’s not going to happen. This is my reality. And if you don’t like it, I don’t give a fuck. I’m hurting right now.💔