BEING SICK IS DRAINING ME

UPDATE ‼️ BEING SICK IS EXPENSIVE‼️ Still admitted. Don’t know when I’ll be discharged. Investigations continue. But in the meantime…. Faith. Prayer. Works. ✨🙏🏾💪🏾 . . #abzsmythe #Mission109 #heartdisease #heartdiseaseawareness #chronicillnessawareness Being sick is more expensive than trying to live healthy. Somebody who's chronically ill, let me tell you something. Today makes it one solid week since I've been in the hospital for heart issues. You a background. And progressive heart disease called arrhythmogenic right ventricular dysplasia. So I wear a defibrillator or in my chest. I have severe restrictive lung disease. My lung function capacity is 49%. I have cervical degenerative disc disease. I have patella femoral osteoarthritis. I have endometriosis, I have scoliosis and I have cluster headaches. So I'm in pain and discomfort every single day of my life. I don't know what a pain-free day is like. Living with these conditions is very expensive. You since I've been in the hospital last by Thursday. Somebody came me that so far was $121,000 plus $40,000 and counting. I've also had to spend $28,000 on blood work. I've spent $26,000 on medication. And since I've been in here, my rent, my water, my internet, my internet bill for my home. I can't save anything. I couldn't save anything. And this is the on a monthly basis because with conditions, I have to do my regular checkups, my regular tests. I have to buy my medications, which I'm on every single day for the rest of my life. Yeah, I have a new battery from my the end of this. The goal is $25,000. I have to get it. Yeah. I started a GoFundMe. The link is in my bio. But since that GoFundMe, I was very close to that GoFundMe money to cover other medical expenses that I've come up since then. Yeah. And have to it again because I have to do a brain scan. And I do an invasive heart for them to go look deep to see was possibly causing the issue I'm having. No. I will also have to do a colonoscopy, which is enough money. Yeah. And if I'm to do my physiotherapy sessions as prescribed for my back, my knees, that would be $63,000 per week. And mind you, I don't have health insurance because I'm considered too high risk based on rare and progressive heart condition alone. That I deal with money, student loan. But when these things, do they understand? Because there who can repay their loan and don't repay their loan so they bad for genuinely their loan. I can't because my lack thereof of my. So what gonna do? That is stress that I walk around with. Yeah, it's been very hard since at the hospital. Me get pay and it done, everything gone. Me pay my bills and everything else gone, wiped out, done. Yeah. Right now, me here want do. Me need new work shoes. Me need some new clothes, but can I buy them? No. Are they important? Yes. But are they the priority right now? No. I try to stay alive. Listen. Can say, but I don't know. Can take the video here. Take your health seriously. Make the sacrifice, spend the money. The gym, the membership, the supplements, the regular checkups, the vegetables, the less are non-processed foods. Spend money on them something because when you end up in the hospital and you spend money on medication and tests and all something there, nice. Not that my lifestyle is the my conditions, but I say I.