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Do you trust God to be who he says he is? I think the most part about this entire series is trying to figure out how to tell be vulnerable and show up daily, because I don't wanna just start something and then continue the pattern of I've done before. I've seen that many different times in my bloodline and just, all the things to build over that there's almost this overbearing pressure to make it again, is healthy to an extent, but at the same time, I feel like I'm putting too much pressure on myself to make it look or feel a certain way. And then comes a side of the time that it takes to actually put these ideas together and, and tell my story, like, have the time to actually now implement and make the money and try to retire my wife. It's such a weird place to be in because I know I have to do something about it so that we don't remain in the same place, but there's a risk on the other side of grinding and hustling because you're losing out on what's most important. I understand of God giving us rest, but I found myself in places where I felt like I'm not deserving of rest, or I can't afford to rest because I have to do, see what I'm believing. But that goes entirely against what the Lord is telling me, because it literally says here, "It's useless so hard." There's so much beauty, but why is there in my heart with the idea that me putting my tools down and walking away from the work means that I have to trust in God, on him? A hard concept to follow when I know who God, I know what he's, I know what he's done in my life. The fruit of obedience, but yet I feel like I still have to do in order to see what I'm praying for. I think that's disobedience. Rebellion. The following verse says, "How joyful are those who fear the Lord and all his ways." Joy under who fear the Lord and all who follow his ways. If I choose to on my own actions, I'm being completely to what he called me to do. I'm seeking for a moment of happiness, me making a sale, fill something in my spirit where I finally did, but that's temporary. It comes and goes. There's actual true joy on the side of releasing and surrendering to the Lord and I don't know what's next. I'm gonna pay, I don't know where me, I choose to trust you because I believe you are who you said you are. Or not I have zero dollars in my bank account or I have 100,000, there's no weight on either end of it because he's the one that sustains.