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no I actually feel better when I see my older videos reminding me THIS IS NORMAL. and no matter how many videos I make to remind myself to go back and look at them every month. I just cannot get it through my head that right before you're about to start your period you're gonna blow your hormones are changing water retention. no. I'm supposed to make a video. and I don't even want to. I like can't. mentally, physically I can't make it because I literally feel like I put on like 20 pounds. last week I was feeling so skinny. I got abs. I can do everything. this week I feel like I ate something and gained 20 pounds in two days. in my mood fully depends on if I'm bloated or not and I can't control that. that's just how my brain works and I don't want to make the video because I know when I put on that I thought I was gonna be like. no. I'm gonna go on a diet and I'm gonna go do 20 miles. and I don't know how to tell myself like you go and do a workout every single day that is not possible for you to gain 20 pounds. my stomach looks huge. oh it's so annoying. I hate being a girl. okay, no. I love being a girl.