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I'm sorry thinking about how I was gonna start this video. I don't know how to start this video. So I'm going through a breakup. Possibly the worst heartbreak I've ever experienced in my whole fucking life. The thing is, there's no drama, there's no cheating or anything. It's just unfortunately one of those things where it just didn't work out. And my heart literally feels shattered into a million pieces. And I wasn't sure if I was gonna share this online or not, or whether I was gonna actually talk about it. But it's my life right now. And this page I made a new page to kind of just chat a bit more on here and have a bit more freedom with what I was gonna post rather than just solely like, TikTok shop and fashion and stuff. And I post my life online. So it's kind of hard to hide this part of it right now. And today I managed to do my skincare. So that's a plus. But yeah, this has honestly been so hard, like, so, so hard. Like we didn't end on bad terms. And I'm glad we did. But we'd obviously lived together as well. And I think the hardest part for me is like, just not being alone, I am now, but also just literally how alone I am. So, yeah, let's pray the next six weeks fly by before I move home. And I'm sure I will be fine. But I have honestly never experienced heartbreak like this. I'm not sure how much I'm gonna share on this. Maybe I'll make it into a series or not, maybe I will share some more things. I feel like could help me. Because I do love posting online. And I also want to be really respectful of his privacy. He's not online, he doesn't come online or anything. So I really want to be respectful of that. And I won't be sharing any detail whatsoever about, like, our relationship. The most I'll say is that like, it just didn't work out. And that's it. But yeah, I just can't believe that this is happening. Like I feel like I'm in the kind of state now where I'm just trying to accept that this is what's happening. God, I just can't believe that this is happening. Like I feel like I'm in the kind of state now where I'm just trying to accept that this is what's happening.