Breastfeeding Check-In 11 months

I don't know why I've been so nervous to talk about it. I think because I'm just kind of like bummed. I made the goal for myself to breastfeed for at least a year. I wanted to make it to a year and the last two, three months I was really, really struggling with my supply, doing all the things to try and help. And this last month I was like, I've done everything. I have to introduce formula now, which is not a big deal at all. But I felt upset with myself. So I've introduced pumping. Just want what the breast milk gives him. My other pumps, I just wasn't getting what I wanted from it. I felt like I would just like, it just felt uncomfortable. So I got these Momcozy Wellness 1 pumps. There's three reasons that I like them most. Number one, this storage so easy, so nice to take on the go, but I feel like this doesn't get all gross then because of the backing that it has. The second thing, this all warms up and so it heats up around you, which is so nice. And it also vibrates. And I don't know what the combo of it or what works, but I pump so much better with these than I did with my other pumps. The third thing is that because of the way this is clear, when you line it up, you can actually see and that everything's pulling and everything's lined up nicely. I cannot tell you how many times I would put on my other pumps and I'd be like going about my business, doing what I needed to do and then realize that I'd been pumping from the wrong side for how long, like a giant bulge on the side. So I'm going to put these bad boys on. I turn on the heating and vibration at the same time. Was myself. I was bummed at myself for a while and it was something that I wasn't ready to open up about. Now that I have these Momcozy Wellness 1 pumps, I do feel like I'm able to keep maintain and keep going a little bit more whereas before it was like, what is this? What is the point? This isn't comfortable. I'm not enjoying this. I'm only a few minutes into my pumping session right now, but I have to tell you the reason that I love these so much is the warmth. Like it's literally warm. The vibration, like it's not bothering me. I don't feel like some sort of dry suction happening. It's just comfortable and I can go about my day. It's been 17 minutes and I'm not seeing what I got. Number one, an ounce and right side a little over an ounce. This would have bummed me out so much. But now I'm just happy. It was comfortable, easy, warm. Just at this stage, I'm just really happy with this amount of milk. Now I know Mike is getting a little bit of my milk and a little bit of goat's milk. If you have any questions about the new pump I'm using or just about my whole breastfeeding journey and now switching to combo feeding, let me know in the comments.