Post by @maisie_crompton

20 months trying to conceive… only to lose the pregnancy is a special kind of cruel ❤️‍🩹 “You’re so strong” but I’m actually not. All the feelings but mostly upset and angry at how life doesn’t feel fair at times. And so you have to learn to let it go. Not because you want to but because life moves on. Accepting what has happened and finding peace is the one thing you can control. Holding onto the what ifs or I’d be x amount of weeks by now. Or I’d have a 5 month old by now doesn’t help. But you can find happiness whilst also being sad about the way life has played out ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 Secondary Infertility is such a specific kind of grief I think only the people that have gone through it can understand so if that’s you, I see you ♥️ #infertility #secondaryinfertility #miscarriage #miscarriageawareness #ttcjourney