before & after the NCLEX

This is me before taking the NCLEX. I am honestly a nervous wreck. I have on my nurse mall conk for good vibes. I don't normally do like outstanding with proctored exams. I have a lot of anxiety when it comes to proctored exams. I definitely excelled with lecture exams because I felt like they were actually studyable but for things like this or like how I was with ATI, it's definitely a lot harder for me. I used Archer to study and I really liked it. I did about two cat exams and six readiness exams and then after each readiness exam, I went back through and read the rationales for everything that I got right and wrong. I do not do well with farm or cardiac. So if I go into this exam and I have a really heavy farm exam, I'm gonna feel screwed. Really hoping that doesn't happen. Fully prepared to take the full 150. I hate to say that I know I'm not gonna get the 85. I would be surprised if I finished in 85. And if I did finish in 85, I think I'd feel like I passed. And that like isn't reassuring for some people but if I finish in 85, I'm gonna feel like I passed. Forgot to mention but I also listened to about four or five of the Mark K lectures in between different readiness exams and I like remembered getting some questions right because of tricks that he taught me. Yeah, I'm about to head in so guess wish me luck. Okay. I either killed that or I'm the world's biggest clown because what do I feel like I passed? I kind of feel like I passed. Okay, I'll report back. Passed in 85! I'm a nurse! 🥳