First Dining Hall

My first dining hall cold approach and it couldn't have gone worse. I embarrassed myself so hard, but there's a silver lining. So I was sitting down at the dining hall, right? I mean my mail, I see this girl. She looks a lot like a celebrity. She's sitting with her friend, right? I'm finishing up my mail, pick up my plate, get my utensils. I'm like, yeah, let's do it. I walk over. And I'm over here with my playing go. Hey, hey, excuse me. I'm sorry to bother you, but all of my utensils. If you've ever dropped anything in the dining hall, you know what I'm talking about. It's loud, everyone looks. My utensils are all over the floor. There's like bits of rice that came off my plate. It was it was horrible. And I had to do the the bend over of shame. I go pick up my utensils and I came back up and met their faces and I mean they're just laughing at me, bro. And I said, you know what? No. I'm not about to just back down. I am going through with this. So, I finished and I was like, sorry about that, but have you ever gotten this before? I think you look just like this uh celebrity. She was like, yeah, yeah, I do. I get that all the time. I was like, oh really, that's nice. So, but the silver lining, right? One, it was my first dining hall cold approach, W, but two, the real silver lining is because I was I embarrassed maxed so hard during that cold approach. Now, every time I'm going to think about cold approaching someone, I'm going to think in my head. I can't go as bad as that time. What's the worst that can happen? I can't it can't be like I mean it can't be that bad. If I did that one, I sure is hell can do this one. If I went through with that, I can go through with anything, you know what I'm saying?