I'm just disgusted over this Cornell

I'm just disgusted over this Cornell and every time more shit comes out like I just read about the group chat I'm even more like it's disgusting and I 50 member in that group chat and I want to share my story because I think people really do assume that there's a very small amount of women who have been sexually harassed or raped so I'm going to go ahead and share my story I've been drugged and raped twice in my lifetime twice and the first one the one that hurt actually the most not even the second time which is actually crazy but the first one that hurt hurt the most what hurt about it was my friends the group of friends that I went to South Padre with nobody believed me nobody. The worst part wasn't waking up with the dude on top of me it wasn't waking up hours later completely alone in a random hotel room I've never been in never seen it I didn't know where I was it wasn't trying to find my way home with like this was before maps on phones so the I didn't know how to find the Airbnb they were all staying with it was thank God there was a group of church people who saved us saved me but they were they brought me home and I told the girl what happened there was a van sorry there was a white van and she opened it up she said are you okay and I was like no and I told her what happened and I could remember where our Airbnb was off of memory so I'd be like take a left here take a right here and she got me home and then she was like I'm going to tell your friends you stay stay stay behind me that she was so sweet and I'm like where were you where were you because my friends watched me go to the bar with him and didn't do anything they didn't say anything and so when I got back to the hotel room they're like oh Alisha just wanted to sleep with him she's lying and she told them that I was raped and they were like no she just wants attention and people wonder why we don't say anything and it's higher group of people all my friends were like she's lying and they left me alone the next day I don't know if you've ever been roofied but it's like the worst hangover the next day and they left me alone and no one believed me and I was there waiting for the trip to end so I could just go home and never speak to them again but it's insane that the most traumatizing moment of your not of your life isn't the most traumatizing the most traumatizing is when people don't believe you and people wonder why we don't say anything and it's higher group of people all my friends were like she's lying and they left me alone the next day I don't know if you've ever been roofied but it's like the worst hangover the next day and they left me alone and no one believed me and I was there waiting for the trip to end so I could just go home and never speak to them again but it's insane that the most traumatizing moment of your not of your life isn't the most traumatizing the most traumatizing is when people don't believe you and I'm just so I have so many emotions I've been enraged I'm disgusted I'm appalled I'm I'm just like how is this still happening this is like 15 years later and it's still happening and there's a fucking group chat and I just pray for Jane Doe because I cannot imagine seven men for seven hours and I pray for her and I pray that she finds resilience and peace and hope to live her life still chasing her dreams still finding like hope to go on and move on the next day because life does get better you are so we are so resilient we're so resilient there is nothing that can stop us and I just pray for her and I pray that she finds the peace that she needs so that she can go out and conquer this world because it's possible and I hope she feels loved knowing that we believe you and we're so sorry