feeling guilty on vacation as a child of immigrants

Every time I'm on vacation, I'm always thinking about how this is the life that my parents wished they could have had. But instead, like, they're at home working, responsibilities and on vacation. And I felt like this, I don't know, this immigrant child guilt of some sort. I do know that I want to bring them out on vacation eventually, obviously. But I don't know, it just feels kind of bitter sweet that I'm on vacation and have a great time. But I don't know if it's just like an immigrant child thing. But I do want to give back to my family, my family out too, as soon as we make it out. I don't know, I'm just feeling kind of emotional about it. But I don't know if it's just like an immigrant child thing. Um, but I do want to give back to my family. My family out too, like.