Needed to get this off my chest

Needed to get this off my chest Hi everyone I'm going to assemble my dinner on my cute new plates And place mats While I talk about A topic that I know y'all are dying To hear about Actually, I don't even think I'm gonna use the plates because I don't want to do the dishes So I'm just gonna eat out of this I feel like I tell people this all the time and they're like, that's not true, like that's gonna change, maybe it will. I don't know. As pick me as it sounds I do not want to have a wedding. Not because I don't like weddings, I love weddings. I will be sobbing and weeping at every single one of my friends' weddings. I love weddings, I think they're so beautiful. Personally, I know myself I would have the worst anxiety planning a wedding. I would want to invite so many people there and I'd be so stressed out about like not inviting one person and then there'd be so many people there and I'd feel like I need to say hey to everyone and I wouldn't enjoy my night. And I just know that he's gonna ruin with me because obviously it's what I want, so he has to. But we're gonna have a baller honeymoon. So all the money we could spend on one night of our lives we're gonna spend on a honeymoon for a literal month and I'm gonna ball out with my bag. I just needed to get that off my chest, I guess. I know that he's gonna ruin with me because obviously it's what I want, so he has to. But we're gonna have a baller honeymoon. So all the money we could spend on one night of our lives we're gonna spend on a honeymoon for a literal month and I'm gonna ball out with my bag. I just needed to get that off my chest, I guess.