As a cancer I'm gonna be real.

As a cancer I'm gonna be real. The only people that I've ever gone back to, where I've called or texted or thought about often, that have come into my abyss of energy are the people that I did dirty, are the people that I was in my unhealed cancer era. Maybe I was toxic, maybe I was too much. Maybe I didn't understand what they were saying. Maybe I was possessive, maybe I was crazy. All of the things, right? As a cancer, you're nostalgic, so you kind of think back on the past a lot and you think about, wow, like, I did this, and this wasn't right, and so I wanna fix it. I wanna bring that person back into my life because they were so good to me. But the lesson of cancer is understanding that everything happens for a reason. If it didn't work out then, it's not gonna work out now, even if it was my fault, right? Everything happens for a reason. Not everybody's meant to come with you. And that's a lesson that cancer needs to learn. Because sometimes we want everybody to come with us, especially if they were good to us. We want it to be forever, but things are not forever. You kinda just have to let things go and let things be what they are. So, yeah, we do go back and we do try to fix, but only to people that were good to us. If you were bad to me, if you were ugly to me, if you were disgusting to me, I will never, ever call you again. So don't get that twisted about cancer, okay? Thank you.