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I said earlier nobody's gonna say it's gonna be easy but I didn't expect it to be this fucking brutal. But I can't help but shake the feeling of uncertainty and doubt and shame. I be feeling a lot of feelings real sure. But um, yeah, it's kind of brutal. I feel like my biggest struggle is when I'm having those hard moments, I tend to cope with them in unhealthy ways. Like I'll take that stress out on my friends, my family, the people I love. And I'll self-sabotage. I'm severely addicted to smoking weed, I'm severely addicted to vaping. Um, I'll be doing drugs every other day. And that's not healthy. And I know I am the way I am, simply because of the stress that I deal with and the judgment that I feel every day. And from the people I know in my personal life and the people online as well. I have a lot of responsibility on my back to leave a good impression and give value and be entertaining and show up looking good every day. And show up with a smile on my face. But your mental health isn't something to take lightly. But it's important to find healthy ways to cope with your problems rather than self-sabotaging yourself, you know what I'm saying?