SO I JUST

So I just wanted to give a little explanation for my, um, ness these past. Ooh, don't say mia. Ness. Ha ha ha ha. For these past few months I have been posting periodically, but it hasn't of like, used to do. My mom was diagnosed with uterine cancer in January. They took out her baby making factory. Scary time for me. My mom is my person. She is my baby daddy, so because she stepped in when he didn't. I know what I would do without her. Scan last Friday and she's still cancer free. But that kinda hit me really hard. I stopped posting. I stopped taking care of myself. As you can see, I have gained a little. I'm eating again. But I do of this thing. Any tips. I've been gouaching. Gouaching? I don't know. Little quartz rose quartz thing and I've been doing. I did it other night. I woke up with marks on my chin. Chill. Anyways, whatever. But that's what's I was thinking, trying to think I last felt, like, really happy, really like myself. And that's when I was posting. So I kinda wanna get back. I wanna do. Wanna review stuff. I wanna chitchat. I wanna do lives. We'll see when that happens. Not sure. Cause breaks in my car, but now I take my lunch supply closet and I nap. Mama loves her a good afternoon nap. It's been really awesome. But we'll see. Maybe I'll do maybe we'll figure something out. I don't know. But yes, that's what's been going on. I want to get back. Kthanksbye.