GRWM to work 3am-3pm as a new grad nurse

I'm going to cry. It's literally 2:08 in the morning and I slept for four hours and I have to work 12 hours. I'm going to cry. It's literally 2:08 in the morning and I slept for four hours and I have to work 12 hours. I have to do it tomorrow too. And I worked yesterday. Fear of the lack of sleep is going to make me sick because I feel like my body literally runs off of. I'm sure everybody's the same. I only sleep like five hours a night. I swear I'll get like the cold. I just like, genuinely don't know how I'm supposed to fall asleep at 6 PM. That's literally dinner. I think that's all I'm gonna do. I think that's it. I'm going to put this on. Beauty brow gel literally keeps my brows in place for my entire shift and then some. I think the August trick was a chocolate chip cookie. Latte. I think it was a chocolate chip cookie. But they did. I don't know how they made it taste exactly like a chocolate chip cookie. But they did. I think when it's 3 AM though, like obviously they're not open at 3 AM. But they have like drip coffee and their drip coffee is actually pretty good. I'm just gonna bring my own creamer. The Chobani creamer, of course. It's so good. I cannot be drinking like three days in a row. My heart might explode. The best chapstick ever. Rosebud Salve. I always look at my bed and I'm like, oh my gosh, we made it again. I literally wake up in the second I get my eyes open. My first thought is, oh my gosh, I cannot be sleeping to be back in bed tonight. Hopefully today is a good shift. Wish me luck. I'm scared.