it may be time for

I always said I didn’t wanna make more friends because I hate the awkward stage lmao, but honestly it’s so time for me to build more community so I’m excited😭💖 #friendships #highvalue #Lifestyle #relatable #newfriends I think finally now in my adult life I am ready to make more friends which I always say is crazy for me because I was never the type of person to be like I want a lot of friends. I want this, I want that. I was always okay with the two to three friends that I have. But I feel like it's getting to that time. I have friendships PTDs which I feel like a lot of people do, but I'm realizing now that I can't let that dictate my future and allow me not to make any friends just because I've been friends with people in the past and they didn't go well. Right now I'm learning that a lot of your friends serve different purposes. Some of your friends might be for Bible study, some girls might just be for catching up, gossiping, going out to eat, taking pictures. Some of your friends might just be ones from childhood, you guys grew up together and you guys yap and talk on the phone all the time. I think now I am ready for high level, high value friendships because I don't know a lot of things is starting to seem a little bit surface level to me and I'm a deep person. I can talk, I can build, we can talk about growth, we can talk about building a multi-million dollar business. We can talk about the next business venture you're starting. And there's a lot of people who are where they are and where they are is completely fine. I love the area that I'm currently in and what I'm learning. But at the end of the day, there's an empire. There's so many things that I want to accomplish and have not yet accomplished. And I feel like sometimes that's when you get more friends, you find more community with people who are trying to grow at the rapid pace that you are trying to grow at. Sometimes the people that you're already friends with do not desire to do the same things as you desire to do. So that's when you have to find people, find community with people who want to do the same things as you, who want to accomplish the same goals as you. I don't know, nothing about my life screams basic and I don't desire to live a basic life. My life will be complete when I am able to wake up and do whatever I want to do. And those are the type of people that I desire to be around. Those are the type of people that I desire to be with.