I hope you meet the reason why God didn't let you settle.

I hope you meet the reason why God didn't let you settle. Because right now, it feels like He took something from you. But God knew how much you were willing to risk for that person, and that's why He removed them. He heard conversations you couldn't. He watched them choose people over you while you were on your knees praying for them. And if you're wondering why it had to end like that, that's your answer. It had to end. That's the reason. And here's what nobody tells you. The person who left didn't reject you. They simply revealed to you that they were never part of the plan. Because if it's from God, it'll chase you even if you run. And if it's not from God, it'll run even if you chase it. So stop chasing what God already released. And I know you're scared because you think that was your one shot at being loved and experiencing love. It wasn't. That was your lesson in what love never was supposed to feel like. Love was never inconsistent. Love was never something you had to earn begging on your knees. So when love visits again, because it will, it'll be safe, secure, reassuring. And may someone love you so much and so deeply that you forget what love never was. Because it will come. And when it shows up, I pray that you love them like you've never been hurt before. Like you've never been broken before. Because That's the reason why He never let you settle. Not to punish you, but to protect you. For someone who'd finally realise and understand what they had in you.