23, stressed out, solo living diary.

23, stressed out, solo living diary. This morning I only got four hours of sleep because I stayed up all night just crying. Then of course my cycle did start the next day. It really sucks that we have to go through this every single month like clockwork. But anyway, we still moving, child. I didn't leave my other job until 12:00 a.m. last night. Then I wake up at 8:00 a.m. to get ready for another job. No, that was really pissing me off. Then I try on my outfit and I like the man in black, not the woman in black, but the man. I look like I'm about to go direct the damn funeral. And I also really just don't wear all black. Like you never ever see me with all black. I need something else. Gee, then my makeup, I'm sorry, the makeup was really, really angering me. And then I did try to put the little hoops on to make it look a little bit more girly, but the shit still just wasn't getting. And my eyes was so freaking puffy, like no. So I'm stressed out. I call my mama at work trying to tell her about my day, y'all. She drinking. So I'm like, you know what? That don't sound like a bad idea. I'm going to get me one, too. But it actually was the worst idea. As soon as I start sipping on that straw, I was in trouble. I got a package in the mail, of course. Oh my god, y'all. I'm watching this video, I forgot all about that. Them some lashes that I need to put on. Don't let me forget. And I need to launch my lashes again. Don't let me forget to do that either, because they sell tea. Like seriously, I love my lash strips. But anyway, I can't wait to get in the house and take that makeup off, take them contacts out, and just let my face and body breathe. I didn't like the makeup from the time I put it on, and I couldn't wait to get it off. I love makeup, but I also love being a natural girl. Like, it's days I don't want to do my makeup. I just want to go a little lash and lip and just go on about my business. So yeah, I was a little stressed out, y'all. But y'all got to come back for the next video because I did something else.