I don't care anymore!

I don't care how nothing gets paid. I'm going to go get my nails fixed. I'm going to take my stepdaughter over to an adventure park to celebrate her 15th birthday that we didn't get to celebrate yet. I don't care. I don't care anymore to continue to work hard, to sweat, to cry, to be angry just to afford to live. I'm not doing it no more. I don't care how the lights get paid, I don't care how nothing gets paid. I'm not doing it no more. You know it's bad when you're borrowing money from Cash App. And a lot of us are doing that. We all fixing to end up in civil court over Cash App borrow limit, Afterpay. And then people tell you half of it is going to get better. No, it's not. It's going to get worse. If you don't know the word, then just say that. A lot of us have been struggling like this all of our lives. And to know that it's going to get worse, it's like, damn. We ain't going to ever be able to enjoy it, especially when you've been struggling all your life. Just to find out it's fixing to get worse. So I'm going to make it better for me in the moment. I can't afford to do anything else. If we don't do something for ourselves just to keep ourselves sane, we going to go crazy. And I refuse, after everything that I've been through in life, to allow the devil to make me go crazy because of some s*** that's out of our control. Man, people are tired. People are starting to crack, man, mentally, physically, man. People is getting sick. Man, we are in a time where everything is super inflated except the paychecks, bro. You know, even the light bill, water bill, you know, property taxes, insurance, all that mess is going up, except people paycheck. And people already working 40, 50, 60 hours a week. Now, some people got two jobs. They working two full-time jobs, 80 hours, and then you still got to go hustle.