my ex (dated for 5yrs) used to tell me I was the only person he could ever see himself marrying, shop for rings, look at houses to move into & started his business together so one day we'd run it

my ex (dated for 5yrs) used to tell me I was the only person he could ever see himself marrying, shop for rings, look at houses to move into & started his business together so one day we'd run it He would also lie to my face, text and date other girls behind my back, hookup with his ex 3 yrs in, like bikini pics on Insta, & lead me on for half a decade and that's my why not <3 but!!! despite all the heartbreak and trauma that man put me through, I never let it control my life & bc of that mentality it brought me to the kind, loving & gentle man I'm with today <3 & that's my why <3