This Salsa on St. Clair thing is actually so sad and crazy and wild.

This Salsa on St. Clair thing is actually so sad and crazy and wild. And watching like all the videos, and then I'm like, that is literally 10 feet from my front door of my old place that I lived at for eight years, like right on St. Clair. And I'm like, I don't know, it just feels so close to home. Um, Salsa like every year. And then in fact, I'd always have like a wedding. So I'd wake up, the barriers would be up, and then I would like take my makeup bag, have to like roll it down to Christie, get a, you know, my transportation, go to the wedding, come back, and then like everyone would be there. So then I'd like roll it through all the barriers again and like to the door. And it's just like, it's so crazy how like all these memories are just like flooding back. And then like, I'd have people over, we'd have parties. Like, I don't know. I'm just, the gun violence, I will never get like used to, and I mean you never should. But after spending some time in the States and like having it so unfortunately normalized, like having it here, I'm just, I'm kind of freaking out, I can't lie. Like it's just, it's too much. It's so sad. It's so awful. I feel awful for everyone involved. I feel awful for all the families. I feel awful for just the pedestrians who like were not used to this. And I don't want it to be normalized. And I don't want it to be anything. It's just, it's sad. And I'm just like, really in my feels tonight.