i quit my job with no backup plan

i quit my job with no backup plan i quit my job. i'm 42 and i just quit i just said, fuck it i'm mean i did give but i have um. i'm not even applying for jobs i do have like side hustle thing, s side hustle thing, so there is a little bit of money coming in, but not enough to pay the mo not, no but the weird thing is, i'm not scared. i feel better. i feel happier and more at peace than i did when i was going into wor when i was going into work every night. became became like this massive panic attack. thinkin knowing t knowing that i had to go back to that place that was so toxic, where i was so overn, so underpaid. i living a life having to do that eve scarier to me than just quitting and just figuring it out, is not where i thought i would be at 42. as a millennial i was raised my whole life and taught my whole life by the movies i watch, the shows, that everyth that at 42 i would have my life and my shit together, and i don't and i'm still figuring it out. and that's okay. and i really think that we shou normalise that. i really think we should normalise that it's okay to start over midlife. so i guess, yeah, maybe this is a midlife crisis. we'll see.