I stopped taking my adhd medication because it would randomly turn me into a monster

75% of the time I would take Adderall, it would make me function like a normal human being and it wouldn't make that much of a difference. It was just me who could actually finish tasks and concentrate. Like how it should be if you have ADHD. But that other 25% of the time, I would turn into a monster. My nervous system was so overactive from the Adderall. It's almost like sometimes it calms down your nervous system and then other times it amps it up and it everything gets super overstimulating and like you almost want to cry if somebody talks to you. I can't do anything. That's when I made the choice about drawing Adderall. And I always make sure to eat before taking my Adderall and avoid vitamin C. I've said in the past. And it's the same amount. I think that it must be a difference in manufacturing or because it's not super regulated and people definitely feel different with the different. Or it might be a difference with me and my brain chemistry because my mood goes up and down on a daily basis. And it's completely different. So maybe some days my brain has enough dopamine and the Adderall overstimulates it. Well, most days, that's not the case. It could also be related. I don't know.