I almost want to cry

This is it my last three days of call. It's gonna be hard not to be a neurosurgeon anymore because it's all I've known for so long. I mean my whole life I've been so busy running around stress call, uh, you know, I'm almost 62 year old. I'm getting older and I wanna still be active. I wanna be able to do things. I wanna do, um, physically and and, you know, as you get older, it becomes harder. So I want to take advantage of that. It's sad sometimes I almost want to cry because, you know, I won't be sitting in a locker room like this anymore. All the times I've come in in the middle of the night, changing in the scrubs to do surgery. It's just a part of me that's always gonna be there and I'll always miss. But I know it's time to move on and open up another chapter in my life.