We found out yesterday that baby number three is a girl. I have a five year old and a three year old boy. And how am I feeling? I am just in shock. Like, I really did think it was going to be a boy. I just thought, I guess that's what I have now, are boys. And both my husband and I are in such shock. But of course we're so happy. Every single appointment with every pregnancy, I always get nervous that something is wrong. I feel like a lot of moms are like that. Until you see the heartbeat or like see baby moving, you're like, oh, I hope it's okay. So actually all I cared about was that everything was okay. Until you can like start feeling them move regularly. It's just like so nerve wracking going to every appointment. Once I saw that baby was okay, I was like, okay, great. And then I just. I'm still in shock. Like, it just doesn't really feel real. I guess is what I'll say. It doesn't feel real that I'm going to have a girl. But if you didn't see in the video I posted yesterday, my five year old is so excited. They're both gonna be the best big brothers ever. But especially my five year old, he wanted a sister so bad. He prayed over and over and over again that it would be a girl. So I guess I have him to blame for this. And he was just beside himself. His reaction was so sweet. We got in the car, and he was like, mom, I feel like I'm going to cry. And I was like, that's okay, buddy. You can cry if you want. He is just the proudest big brother of a little sister of all time. He's telling everyone. He's so excited to tell everyone that it's a girl. He is, like, making me more excited. And I will say the other thing I'm most excited about at this point is the girl clothes. As a boy mom, I try my best to, like, find cute boy clothes, and you can find cute boy clothes, but man, is it a lot more difficult. And whenever I walk by a girl's clothes section, I'm just like, wow. I'm overwhelmed with how cute the clothes are. I am so excited to shop for a baby girl. I'm so excited to decorate a nursery for a baby girl. I just want it all pinks and florals and girly, and I'm just so excited. I really am. I'm in shock, but I'm also so excited. Like, I am a girly girl. I love girly things. I'm a makeup artist. I have always been a very girly girl. So the fact that I get a little girl now is just the biggest blessing. Thank you, Jesus. Of all time. And, yeah, I guess I'm only 15 weeks, so I still have plenty of time. To let this fully sink in, we are also really unsure about names. We did actually have a date night last night which was perfect timing and we talked like almost the whole time going through names and like looking up on chat GBT like other names with similar vibes and things. So we did get our list narrowed down quite a bit. But I don't know, things could still change. But with boys, like it was pretty easy because Milo was our second choice for Benji and then we also had a second choice for Milo that would be our boy name. But like girls we've never seriously considered before. But anyway, all that being said, I'll probably do some videos of like baby names we love but won't be using a same like for boys and girls. But I probably won't share her actual name until after she is born. You guys even saying her and she is so crazy. That's how we're feeling about baby girl. Give me all the girl mum advice!
