How you guys like my body preference for myself is to be thin and

How you guys like my body preference for myself is to be thin and my eating throughout the day will significantly affect that. Let me show you guys how I eat. First up a coffee. How many of you have been asking me to do a post-op video of my nose? I will do one, a very in-depth one. Five months post-op. Come to the 10th of this month. Really you can see some complications. I see you guys pointing them out all the time. Last 11 days I've gained 18,000 new followers. Here which is amazing. Like truly it's amazing. I love every single one of you but that comes a lot of new hate video. I'm doing like a OOTD of where I'm wearing that black outfit. The amount of hate I got on that comment. It's just crazy. In a world to me where I see people who do what I eat in a day and they're like 600 pounds and that's okay. And God forbid anybody in those comments says anything about their weight because then they're fatphobic. But then you can come and make fun of me and call me sick and look disgusting and like because my bones are showing. We live in a weird world. Look at the chocolate chips in there. Nice and chicken with butter. Lemon yogurt. Radish. Radish. I eat those. I am creating off camera for my daughter a very safe space for her to eat. When I was younger, I didn't have that. We were forced to finish what was on our plate. We were never told no to snacking and food. The result my sister became severely overweight. I was in middle school. I started to really focus in and hate the way I looked. Because my preference is to be thin. It does not mean it's affecting her eating. Poured a second bowl.. got a call forgot to record. But same size portion. 10 out of 10 meal.