POV: You Finally Realize You're The Love Of Your Life

So, a lot of people say they don't want to date anymore because they feel like the dating pool is tainted. I don't disagree. However, I feel like I don't want to date anymore because one, I am Lokey better alone, I feel the work and effort that I put into loving someone else. I am better off just putting that back into myself. But also, I've essentially been searching my entire life to find a soulmate, a person that I feel is equally yoked to me. And the older I become, that has become such a mundane drawing task. And I could essentially just give up the rains and not think about this forever and take control of my life back. Because I'm approaching 30 and I feel like going into 30, I should not even think about this. I should be thinking about all the things that I haven't done yet that I want to do. Dating is not that important anymore to me.