I attempted to take my own life when I was a teenager and so in honor of men's mental health awareness month I felt like I owed you guys this video. I dropped the video just a few minutes ago so if you guys want to go watch that, um, the link will be in my bio. You can find my YouTube channel there. Um, but just know that it is more of a serious video and I know not all of my audience will appreciate it for what it is. Um, it is 45 minutes long, it is a very lengthy video. But if you've ever struggled with mental health or you're struggling with it right now, I really do encourage you to watch the video. I think it's more of a serious topic that, um, I gave good messages on and I think, um, there's a little bit of something for every single person that watches the video. Some situations might apply to you, some might not. Um, but I do think there's a good message within it. So if you guys want to watch that, it is now uploaded. I just want to say, um, I love you guys so much and thank you for everything you give me. Um, as much as my mental health has affected me, um, my entire 21 years on this earth, yes, I'm actually 21, not 35 or 36 or whatever I've said before. Um, you know, as much as that has affected me, you guys have helped me out so much and thank you for everything you do for me and everything you guys will continue to do for me. Thank you for interacting with my content. Thank you for rocking with me. Thank you for believing in me, um, and all that stuff. But I want to let you guys know, um, I feel like creators aren't vulnerable enough. Um, if you guys have seen any of my past videos, um, I try to be open, I try to be honest, I try to be vulnerable with you guys. And I think this video was probably the most vulnerable I've ever been with you guys because it's very personal to me. Um, and it's a very serious topic that I care deeply about. Um, I might not show it on social media all the time. I know I'm a very unserious person, most of the time. Um, but this is one of those times where I feel like it's important for me to use my platform, um, to use you guys as a way to, um, to propel a greater message that I feel like everyone should take a listen to. Um, I want to say before I end this video, if you, um, don't end up going over and watching my new video, um, I love you and I hope you guys are doing well. Um, but if you are battling with your mental health or you have ever battled with it, just know that there's help out there and you are not weak, you are not, um, you shouldn't be disgusted with yourself, you shouldn't be ashamed of yourself. Um, for reaching out and asking for help. People are out there, they're ready to help you, your friends, your family, hotlines, anybody, just reach out to somebody, man. Um, if you've ever struggled with it or if you're struggling with it right now, just know that I love you, um, and I'm in your corner and I'm rooting for you. Um, and I hope your life pans out to be amazing and I hope things turn around and get better for you. Um, but if you need anything, I'm going to try to respond to comments under my videos today, um, like I always do. Um, but just know that I love you guys so much. Thank you for everything you've given me. And if you want to go watch the video, be my guest.
