Awakening didn’t make me lonely. It made me incompatible.

Awakening didn’t make me lonely. It made me incompatible. You know, my awakening and my healing didn’t make me lonely. It actually made me incompatible with friendships that require me to abandon myself. A lot of people have been telling me that I’ve changed. What? They’re right. I don’t trauma bond anymore. I don’t stay on the phone for hours complaining about their problems when they have no desire to grow. I do not force conversations just because we know each other for years. I do not chase people who do not choose me. I really try my best not to shrink around people just to make them… But this one is a little hard for me because I really don’t like hurting people’s feelings. But I realized that people don’t care about hurting yours. I do not pretend to enjoy environments that drain my nervous system. No, thank you. See, before my healing, I used to confuse that familiar energy with connection. And now I look at alignment, and if you’re not in alignment with me, you gotta go. Alignment for me, naturally means fewer people. Cause once you step into the highest timeline, everything really do change in your life. You stop enjoying gossip because it leaves you extremely heavy. You’d rather spend a Saturday alone than being around people that don’t resonate with you or just being somewhere you don’t wanna be. You leave conversations where you constantly dismissed, overlooked or misunderstood. When you’re in alignment, yes when your body is literally screaming at you like, no. See? You stop apologizing for needing space just because people don’t understand. So frustrating though, is the fact that sometimes your healing outgrows your environment before your real community finds you. That’s really one of the hardest part about becoming here to be. So if your circle got smaller after healing, you’re not doing nothing wrong. You’re creating space for relationships that will now require you to…